boys lie and kind of stink.

it's official! i move into my apartment in less than a month! i'm so excited, if i could move there sooner i would. not necessarily to get away from waseca, but i'm just really eager to start getting adjusted to living on my own. sorry mom, i know you don't want me to leave. haha. well... i just recently decided something that hopefully will be beneficial to me in the long run. and that is: i am swearing off of guys. like, i do not intend to have any kind of relationship or "things" with any guys for a while. i have come to realize that they really only just seem to cause drama, and that is NOT something that i need in my first year of college. it's gonna be stressful enough without the extra help of some guy. since this is my blog, i am choosing to go off on a little rant for like the next 30 seconds. (depending on how fast you are able to read it). basically, i'm extremely uninterested in having a relationship with anyone. my last "relationship" meant nothing to me. it was so pointless, i think i just wanted to see what it was like to be in one. call me a bitch for doing it but i don't really care. :) and nooooow, when i kinda actually liked a guy... well let's just say that didn't work out. i spent a good eighteen years of my life without anyone, i think i can last a while longer without dating anyone. i think i can honestly say i am, for the most part, genuinely happy with where i'm at in life right now. i've got amazing family and friends, and that's all i need. so when i start school, i'm not saying i'm not going to be open to finding any guys worthy of dating. i'm just saying that i'm not going to be looking. i only need guy friends right now, nothing more. so there you go! my little rant. i hope you enjoyed reading it. well until next time. peace.